This is a blog I wrote on myspace. I'm only explaining that because it's about my myspace friends list and wouldn't make any sense to you unless you knew that.
Six out of seventeen people on my friends list are supposedly my friends. Only one of those six actually speak with me.
Eight out of seventeen are only on my friends list because they are related to me.
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What happened?
I got pregnant and lost half of my friends. They "couldn't handle the responsibility," they said. As if it was theirs to handle?
Then I fell for someone. That someone, who made me happy(really fuckin' happy), they disapproved of because of age or because of stupid misunderstandings.
There went the other half.
And what am I left with?
Family who don't speak with me unless they need something.
And friends who just don't speak with me.
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1 comment:
My dear this is called angst, and don't worry; if you emit love, it will eventually find you.
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